Sometimes, it’s exhausting trying to drive my life. I have never been one to just sit back and drift. If I want something to happen, I will MAKE it happen… or wear myself out trying to make it happen. And yes, I know it seems like a great idea to just let things happen as they may… but the problem with that is - NOTHING EVER HAPPENS!!!
I am perfectly convinced that if I were to just stand idly by, I would still be in the exact same situation one month, one year, two years, ten years from now.
I’m not even sure what I’m bitching about. I don’t know if it’s men, bills, career, or some other aspect of life. All I know is I’m tired of taking the initiative all the damn time. I just want to take a day or two days, kick back, and actually have things happen to me… instead of me happen to them.
